skip skiptey skiip :)

today was just like any another day at uni: woke up, caught the bus, got to uni, went to lectures lol nice and boring :)

lately i've been skiiping chem and ancient egypt lectures just cause their stupid and boring..and i end up falling asleep lol ever since we changed from rizzicaza or whatever his name was for chem - the lectures have gotten boring. i dont mind when i had to take notes and stuff cause that means i actually gotta pay attention to be able to write stuff down. but when they tell us to print stuff off and just listen to them REPEAT exactly whats on the handout thats stupid - my brain just wonders into space and i fall asleep lol which is pretty much what i've been doing for the past weeks in chem ...so i decided to stop going lol. probably not the greatest idea but ahwell :)
and for ancient egypt i had a revelation a couple of weeks ago lol. since our exam for that is a take home essay on a topic we chose and its pretty much open book. we dont really need to go to the lectures if your not interested in that particular topic - meanig you wont write on it for the end of year exam :) so hence havn't gone for the past couple of week either lol. again probabaly a bad idea - but i'd rather go home or do some actual work instead of wasting my time in a lecture that is mind blowingly boring ..

on my way home today on the bus along victoria st i think there was this little white corolla (or yaris, dont remember) hatchback absolutely STUFFED with kettle chips and boxes of stuff. like the entire backseat - from seat to roof, and the boot of the car lol. it was funny as & weird lol but yesh made my day kinda lol

unforunately exams are looming, mine start on the 11th with chem, then calc on the 12th, and finally esd on the 18th ...then FREEDOMMMMMM! lol ancient egypt is due 11th as well, but i wanna try and do that during swotvac so then i dont have to think about it before chem - one can only hope lol
its scary cause really its the rest of this week, then one more week, swotvac then exam period starts...3 weeks...THREE WEEKS! fck :( im so srewed - havn't even started studying. hopefully i'll be able tto start tomorrow my day off lol i honestly need to. i've skipped and fallen asleep in so many chem lectures i have NOO idea whats going on lol. luckily i already had mum print off the handouts so i'll probs just go through those with the textbook next to me :) i hope that works
next tthing i study will probs be calculus cause its crazy hard - complex numbers are stupid and unnessissary! its just making up an imaginary number so we can square root a negative ...stupid. whoever thought of it really had no life :(

anyways bed time...im so sleep deprived :(

wow

hmm i havn't posted anything in agesss and so much as happened
finally turned 18 :D pics of the party on are facebook :) and well yeh . party was on april 18th at eve bar & lounge - really nice venue . and of course ...i had an awesome time. gotta thank everyone who went i guess lol after eve. me and lisa stayed at crown that night -there were gonna be more people but they bailed/ weren't allowed to stay the night :(

but yeh. hmm before that it was the kaiser chief and snow patrol concerts (april 1st & 2nd respectively) at the palace on bourke st- they were BOTH awesome, and so very different. i had so much fun at kaiser chiefts - ricket was crazyyy i was gonna blog abou tit. i think i got half way and stopped lol anywas.
snow patrol was fun too, but a different kinda of fun - iunnoe hwo to explain. but just they were both amazingggg. cant wait till they come back
then on april 16th was keanee - at first i was alittle reserved about keane cause i really didnt' want to go. but lisa had already brought the tickets - then she gave it too me for my 18th lol. but yeh keane was surprisingly good - thank you lisa :P

uni is getting gayer by the minute:
esd (engineering systems design) workshops are torture.
calculus is just ridiculously hard and retarded
ancient egypt is mind cripplingly boring
& chemistry...is just chemsitry lol aka. gay
anddd exams are nearly her - fckkkk

i swear time has gone by so quickly. one minute we're finishing year 12, next minute we're about to do university exams - omggg its already been 8 weeks... EIGHT! since we started uni and exams come after week 12 -- so one more month. -stressss-

well. homework time :(

chem vs. mechanical & exchange vs. money

so after like a year of bitching that melbourne uni doesn't have aerospace engineering... i find out THEY DO! omg was so pissed. you have to do it through mechanical eng and like major in it. argghhhhh. so annoyed. cause i cant do mechanical eng without doing physics 1&2 in first year - so much for general/common first year, its a load of shit!
so now. i have to contemplate whether to continue with chem and do chemical eng - which will earn me shitloads of money; OR do physics 1 next semester, and do physics 2 over the summer :S (the summer part sounds gay) BUTTT, i think i'd actually enjoy studying aerospace, over chemical eng. probs should go talk to a course adviser - gay
like i'd do chem eng - but it'd just be a job; which i probs wont enjoy doing,
whilst aerospace actually seems interesting- i wanna design planes and learn about them. it'd be so cool!!!
but its like kinda a big decision - cause if i change, i cant go back; well i could but that'd just be a waste of a stupid year - which is even gayer!

anyways. whilst thinking about that -which is kinda major.
i also wanna go on EXCHANGEEE - honestly how cool would going on exchange be. ok i may not be going to like francy countries like spain, or europe. but i wanna go us or canada! which is still awesome!
right now, i'm thinking ucla - which is university of california, los angeles! so cali! how awesome does that sounds. personally its either us, canada or nothing. i dont really wanna go study in london, just cause its not really my thing - and like france and stuff sounds good, but i dont know their language - so it'd be like impossible
only thing is really MONEY! i'd love to hate money, but i cant - its a nessessity (w.e cant spell it) and exchange costs heappsssss like honestly, at least $10000 or something. :S hopefully theres like student loans or something i can get - but really soemthing you gotta be serious about , which i am but like the money side is abit of a downer :(

considerably a short blog, but w.e DINNER TIME :)

I HATE REFLECTIVE JOURNALS

I REPEAT:
I HATE REFLECTIVE JOURNALS
THEY CAN GO TO HELL OR SOMETHING, THEIR STUPID, RANDOM ADN RETARDED. AND THE ONE THAT IS ACTUALLY ASSESSED IS STUPID!

gar, im annoyed. cause i actually cant think of what to write.
ok back to irritating myself!!!

to blog, or not to blog

so lately i havn't really felt the urge to blog at all, normally i'd be omg i have to blog about this - not lately, not at all. and now i'm just utterly bored and thought it'd be something to do
well, mmm, so. lets see XD

ok - uni has been, um "interesting" i guess. ok its utterly boring. cal 1 is retarded, chemistry is boring me out of my mind, and ancient egypt is just utterly retarded. oh and esd - engineering systems design - is like blah; the workshops are fun, BUTTTT the lectures are like death and all this friends :P seriously, their ultimately about nothing =.=" their so boring. the funniest thing is watchign people take notes, when their al on the net, WITH recordings of the audio. its hilarous. watchign people write like 2 pages of FULL notes, about a pointless lecture. ANNDDD the other day, like i heard someone breathing heavily, and i thought it was the guy next too me just being a retard, so i tried to ignore it...then i realised it wasn't him, but was the guy next to him,and he had fallen asleep!!! me and the guy next to him just like laughed, it was funny as - cause he was ultimately snoring XD see told you my esd lectures wer boring, i found that entertaining - sadddd.

well luckily, the workshops are "better" kinda. we work in groups on projects (talked about it in an earlier blog) anyways. had my first one on tuesday and met some people - i swear some people just rather have no friends i swear. i met this chick, you try to tlak to her and she'll be all like "yeh...nha etc" omg. its like she wants to be a loner chick in a subject dominated by males. it was weird. then finally met some other people who were "normal". i think we're gonna do our first project together, just cause we all seem to get along (well after the first workshop) and we were able to work together to figure out the "fox and sheep problem" - something about sheep and fox crossing a river. it was stupid; kinda well it was like an "intro" to the whole of engineering. w/e so yeh did that moved on etc. cbf talking about that anymroe

yesturdya was KINGS OF LEON - ok wasn't that exciting. and i wasn't that excited either. if you were a vivd/avid kings of leon fan you would have loved it, surely. i only knew the songs from their new album "only by the night" - so obviously i enjoyed all the new songs,and was liek singing to them, jumping - being excited etc. then some random song comes up - poof. bored. cause i didn't know it XD probs my fault. we kinda brought the tickets on impulse anyways - probably could/shouldhave sold them and earned some money -nods- why didnt' i :( ah wells, not saying i didn't have fun -it was a pretty good concert, and we got to the front and everything. i brought a tshirt , which i will wear, caus eit actually fits nicely and stuff. ummm so yeh.

coming up is: kaiser chiefs = meh, snow patrol =yesshhhh, keane =hmm wtf lisa?!, and the getaway plannnn =omfg why are theybreaking up -cries-
so yeh. im going to kc, sp and keane with lisa - she convinced me to pay like $90? each for them =.=" i have NO idea why. anyways. its the atmosphere of concerts which is why you go. doesn't matter if the music is blah, as long as the crowd is witht hem, you'll feel the need to be excited - trust me :) not saying im not excited. i like their music, i just have to listen to them and get to know ALL their songs, so it wont be a repeat of kings of leon XD

btw, matthew, caleb and jarred from kings of leon are HOTTTTTT. omfg hot! and matthew kept smoking during the concert - hmmm; but it was funnyy that his guitar was stuffing up all night, and he changes at the last song - quite stpuid. but yeh. HOTTT. except the drummer - they're always the creepy looking ones in rock bands :(

life goals

NOTE: what meant to post this yesturday, but i thought i was gonna write more -but now im lazy so yeh :)

just then i saw someones msn message, "goal in life. accomplished" and their only 17. - congrats i guess...

i dont know what their goal was, but it made me think about my life goals; and how i dont remember ever making any - like there are 'short term goals like : get a good enter, get into uni etc. but LIFE goals - a little daunting.

so for the past minute XD i've been thinking of goals

my life goals:

- complete my undergraduate degree, be asked to complete honours and then do a masters degree
- hmm marriage? most likely; kids: i guess, that i have no idea of.
- iunnoe. ok i havn't been thinking every hard so thats about it. XD

but it also made me think of another OLD goal or dream really. wasn't really realistic though.
when i was young. i always wanted to be a vet :) - working with animals, it seemed like so much fun - it was a good dream.
FYI. the enter for vet is like 99.95! =.=" that was one deterrant. but then me, kathy, and alvin went to one of the melbourne VET open days out in werribe.
this is where i found out that in your 3rd and 4th year you pretty much have to LIVE in werribe - FUN... and it slike 70 hours a week and your on call 24/7. PLUS you gotta pay for your own accomodation, food, etc. hmmm not that great.

so as much as i dreamt of becoming a vet, it became highly unrealistic - especially cause of the impossible enter score - like i thought i wanted to do it. but after hearing properly about it, maybe not. like it would have been fun i guess, working with animals - but the process that leads up to that is crazy - literally. and it would have drove me crazy, having to move up to werribe etc x.x i ain't that passionate XD

but yeh. so i ended up with engineering :)
so uni today...with a lovely 3 hour break (it was kinda boring)

anyways. woke up at like 7am ish for my bus which was MEANT to be at 7.45 (will get to that in a sec), so i get ready and everything. and im waiting for mum, so she can take us to the bus stop - i would have walked but she was like "we'll go to bp" etc. so i wait. and she like wastes time, while im waiting for her and its like7.40 already - im like "we're gonna miss the bus" shes like nah it takes 10 mins to get to bp - w/e

so i wait anyways. get to the bus stop - theres a bus there - i KNEW it was the 304 ARGHH! so i missed the bus. which ultimately made me late for my lecture. like i got there, and it had already started and it was pretty packed already. so i just sat up the back - lucky there was an empty space :) it was the esd (engineering system design) lecture, and we got these clicker things - they were fun. you liek chose stuff that he put up etc. and one question was how do you get to school and there was obviously the obvious options - walk, bus, car train etc. then there was HELICOPTER! XD hehe it was funny. and unsurprisingly 11% took a helicopter to uni today !!! XD it was hilarous. like i was tempted to press the button for helicopter too, just cause it was funny. well after that, he went on to explain how engineers have their influences on those particular things- like who deisngs cars, bus etc.

so after the lecture, went to uni house with kenny (saw kenny at the esd lecture) and we also saw alex, danny. and gracia was just randomly standing in the middle of union house (near the stairs) i was like wtf XD it was funny.

continuation from last blog :)

ok so dad was like kinda yellinga t me last night for still being online and typing so much XD so kinda had to post and close :(

anyways. so er. after calculas i had the engineering systems designs lecture - which was ok, but like pretty oing too. cause he just went over what we'll be doing etc. but i didn't know that we have workshops EVERYWEEK! -excluding this week, cause yeh..
instead of tutorials, we have workshops where you work in teams or 3 or 6 apparently. anywyas. we work on projects and in total its like 3 projects a semester - first one is some flyre thing, where we have to think of a way (its liek marketing) to get a project, iunnoe its weird. its the second and third ones that get interesting, kinda. second is fluid mechanics - so more chemical eng (me) and third is ROBOTICS!!! so fun. we have to like design a robot, and program it to go around a course or osemthing; seems like so much fun, but i know it'll be hard too.
this will probs be the most intersting sub out of them all, since its liek hands on etc.

then i had one hour break - BREAKS ARE ACTUALLY BORING!!! so pretty much sat around for an hour waiting for my chem lecture in the copland theatre - its the biggest one! then finally it became 2pm, and i went in. and its like packed :S it wa creepy having SO many people the smae lecture, it just felt so big - even though i think my eng one was bigger. anywyas. so again the lecturer went over the stuff. then he actually started - organic chemistry BORING!.
it was like stuff we'd already done :S like shells and energy levles. just had to remember it etc. it was ok i guess.

hmmm anicent egypt and meso... was probably the biggest shock. wasn't exactly what i excepted; anddd i excpeted like 60 people - there was like 200! or w/e it completely filled the bladwin spencer theatre :S and there were alot of guys - which i didn't except either. hopefully i can just pass this sub, cause meh its not that great. and mainly wanted to do the myth, art and empire: greece and rome one. so i was like might as well to the "pair" of anicent worlds study XD

so after that got on a tram and went home. whilst on the tram, saw bec - who was int he same lecture with me for anicent worlds and we didn't realise till after. and chris panagos. i didn't even see him at the start - then he was like "jessie" im like oh hi. :) so um. yeh.

oh met two girls too - sena and lale during the anicent worlds lecture (well beofre we were waiting to go in) but um, its funy cuase we were also in the same chem lecture too - but obviosuly didnt' know each toher then! chris was also in my chem lecture so yeh. now i know people in my HUGEchem lecture - which is good.

today. i had ONE tutorial ONE! so gay. it started at 10, so i thought i'd be able to get in on time taking the 9.03 bus. but of course, being public transport IT WAS LATE! by liek 10 mins, which made ME late by 10 misn. so annoying. and ther ewas STILL a traffic jam ont he freeway - thank goodness for the bus only lane :D so good.

but yeh . one tut and i arrived late XD and everyone was already there - it was so awkward; and there were no more seats - luckily everyone was getting up to do some work on the board. so i just joined some random group. there was a chick - forgot her name :S (it was one of those weird oens D: ) and a guy - johnny :) he was blond and tall XD stfu ok :P

ummm. after that, the tutor took us around the maths and stats building etc and we finished at like 10.50 :)
i pretty much wondered around the campus waiting for linli to finish her semiar at like 12; i went to the union house shop to buy some special lab book to write up stuff; and got the paper. then went ot the sushi place :) and ate sushi ...dur! read the paper. and that was ONLY 10 mins :(
got bored. so ended up going to the sports centre to check out the gym. some guy i think his name was james, gave me a tour of the gym etc. i actually wanted to see the squash courts, not hte gym but it wans't till after i realised that the courts weren't it in building XD after th tour, went to see if i could check out the courts- no luck. it was like mmebers only area. and i couldn't be bothered asking. so mayb i'll just go thursday night, when they have social squash and also play alittle. i actually want to play squash its weird. i feel like playing XD i use to be so lazy when i went every week. now i havn't played for like a year adn abit - played once with george now he cant play so yeh. but thats about it.

my first blog from my laptop :D

yes yes yes!
i finally got my laptop!!! not the one i orginally wanted but still an asus :D now its m50vseries, whateever that means, its still a laptop :D so excited XD
its black, well kinda greyish. 15.4" and yeh o_O i like it...ALOT!

hehe, anywyas. today was the first day of uni. FUN! kinda, was kinda also boring :(
wnet in early cause lisa and sammy had to get their ids ffrom uni, so i caught the bus at 9.19, and saw nicole at the bus stop too going to work in the city :)

well first lecture was calculus =.= all my lecetures were like an overview of the semester -BORING! anyways. the lecturer - aleks; pretty much went over assessment, etc. and we actually started some material: circles and eclipses :) pretty easy stuff, just formuals that we've done, well we're done circles - at first i was like wtf i've never done this..then half way through im like wtf boring, i arleady know this shit XD it was like a revelation.

post more later

and a new life begins

was gonna compare first day of uni as d-day, but no.

mixed emotions right now - im excited about it: the whole starting uni life etc; but also nervous about it cause its a whole new thing: honestly, primary school to high school was like nothing when you really think about it, you knew someone, even if they weren't your friend who was going to the same high school as you.
anyways, uni is like a whole new thing - a new experience, new friends, new everything- you get the point.

hmmm iunnoe...thats about it
short and sweet :)

things will change

ok two posts in a row. but this one is different :)

new song and i think its awesome

CHANGE BY TAYLOR SWIFT

Because these things

Will change

We can see it now

These walls

That they put up

To hold us back

Will fall down

It's a revolution

It's how we'll become

Who we'reSupposed to be

We'll sing hallelujah

We'll sing hallelujah

the video is meh. not her greatest vid - pretty bland but still. awesome song

i want a freakn laptop already

so today, went to look at laptops YET AGAIN - its just getting annoying now: looking but not acquiring. when i could. i got the money (most of it) and dad's surpose to buy the rest. but he still wont budge. quite frankly im up to the point where i dont care that his not feeling well -
I WANT A LAPTOP!
we were going to get one, then he got sick >_> that i dont blame. but now hes just being a bitch aabout it. he can full yell at me and shit, then when someone calls him - he'll speak to them like hes dying ARGHHHH. its getting annoying. one second he'lll talk like buying a laptop like hinting asking "what about this model, or this one" etc etc then next second. or when i ask about it again he'll be like yelling "why do you want one? you dont need it etc"
infuriating? well i think so!

on a brighter note.
SOUND RELIEF
i want to go, but its so not fair - sydney gets: coldplay, eskimo joe, taylor swift (loving her music atm) and other GREAT people. and melbourne gets shitty: wolfmother(thought they broke up), jet(meh), midnight oil(yes - peter garrat the mp, lol) and gabriella cilmi ( I HATE THAT STUPID SONG!)
but i still wanna go XD just cause its for the bush fire thing, and its for charity. and apparently there ARE live crosses - so tempting. but i got work anyways. so we'll have to see :)

the other day - was probably yesturday; i heard some little girl - she was like 5 years old or something. iunnoe young ok? and she was singing get shakey - by the ian carey project LMAO. i nearly cracked up laughing, she was singing the bit "baby get shakey" im like wtf? as if you let your kid listen to that kind of music. it was hilarous but yeh. just a little weird x.x

fire and ice

so i've heard about this poemages ago - but never could be bothered to look at it.

now i have :)

Fire and Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,

Some say in ice.

From what I've tasted of desire

I hold with those who favor fire.

But if it had to perish twice,

I think I know enough of hate

To say that for destruction ice

Is also great

And would suffice.

By Robert Frost

I like it, but i dont know why. Maybe its the title that allures me - fire and ice.

hmmm its nice to contemplate. lol i sound like an idiot but whatever.

its a nice poem (full stop)

o-dayyyyy :)

O-Week has finally come upon those who chose to venture into the life of university. a week of pointless wandering around the campus, and wasting time and effort - getting up (early) to catch a bus to wherever.
Well, today, the buss came LATE! (surprise surprise - stupid public transport) and we got to swanston street around 9.50 - hmmm and we are surpose to meet at like 10. saw kathy, tamara, steph ims, gracia and cindy on the buss; and we pretty much all sat together.
so finally i get to melbourne uni, and get to the "lawn" infront of the old eng building ....

ITS COMPLETELY COVERED IN PEOPLE - males XD hmmm - ok i expected the males, but man it was like 1 in 100 people i saw was female- scary. so unsurprisingly couldn't find my host guy. walked around for abit, and could just feel people staring at me - it was weird. ended up sms-ing my person, who called me back. and told me to put up my hand (yes i did it, and yes it was embrassing) and hes like "look to your left" - and there, towering over people =.=" stood the guy. i SWEAR i walked past that exact place like two seconds ago too. anyways. i get there. and the guys are so freaken tall >_> liek tim robinson tall - so scary (well not really, it was weird) anyways. got my name tag. and luckily there was ONE girl in my group - phew. we like pretty much stayed together through the whole tower. the guys in the group all became "mates" in like two seconds, while we just watched and was like wtf. it was so awkward for both of us, being with ALL the guys. it was like a group of like 16 people, with 2 girls. hmmm
well pretty much walked around teh campus, walking into buildings, whilst they showed us where computer labs were, where most of our lectures would be, "secret"/new lounges were, and yeh. probably the funniest thing that happened all day, was when our host people decided they wanted to see if we would ALL overload a lift. lets say - the lift was like 1metre-ish wide and like 2-3m deep = SMALLL and had a 1000kg load - and considering most of the guys were like 6' and looked sporty - hmmm. so we all had to cramp in - NO MORE PERSONAL BUBBLE. it so was awkward. just imagine it, 16 people, getting into a TINY lift. not surprisingly the lift like "buckled" under the weight, and something started to beep; and everyones like "OKKKKKKK" and people started to jump out. XD it was so weird. but funny. THEN cause our host guy thought it'd be fun to make us walk UP 3 levels worth of stairs to the TOP level of the stupid building - we did it =.= then he expected us to walk back then. me, johanna, and miko(she randomly joined our group) and two other guys were like screw it, and took teh same lift we decided to overload back down to the ground floor :)

well when it got close to 12, they said we could go have lunch, and we were gonna meet back up if you wanted. so i ditched :) met up with lin li cause we needed to buy our lab coats and glasses and some lab manual and workbook and i also had to buy this text book which i needed for my "reading assignment" so stupid. well i ended up with a lab coat, glasses, my textbook, and sense & sensibility by jane austen XD ( it was like only $7.95 - i couldn't not buy it!)

after all that, we all split up. i went back into the city with gracia and her friend. and we had lunch at mekong - it was like 2PM by the time we ate; i was soooo HUNGRYYYYY! sammy came to find us at mekong, cause i told her we'd be there; and she sat and watched us eat XD when we'd finished eating, i actually wanted to go to adias to see if i could find a buy for uni and stuff - like big enough for books etc. ended up going into sportsgirl, and i found this nice, BIG bag for like $60 :) so im pretty satisfied :)

tomorrow im skipping orientation for work at eyetrend- they called me and were like "can you come in anytime this week to do some stuff" so i have no idea why im actually going in, but i guess their behind on something, and need me to do it. easy work i guess, does get boring though x.x ah well - money money money
and i had no intentions of going back to melbourne uni this week; cause tomorrow well theres meant to be some lecture about your course...cbf i'd rather earn some money just cause i need it. and thursday & friday are just clubs and societies day. and i dont intend to join any clubs - apart form teh eng studnets club or w/e. apparently they host the BEST stuff :)
so i guess my "o-week" has really been dialed down to

O-DAY,

and i could care less right now XD

i wish concertss were freaken freeee.

well today. mum finally decided to calculate how much i owe her..... the verdit

$510!!!!!!!!!

how did i manage that you ask? well :

• phone bill (including ones from simplus- DONT go with them, they're fcken retarded) >_>
• gym membership ($69 a month, and i hardly go - stupid gym)
• shopping
• and CONCERTS - lisa i hate you :(
• and that $510 doesn't count tennis tickets YET!

so. stupid concerts cost me a fortune - its was like $190.70 for two tickets for kaiser chiefs. and i've just brought tickets to snow patrol: another $190.70 and we're still waiting for the killers >_> im so fckkeedddd.
anyone want to go to kaiser chiefs??

hmmm. luckily i do have the money XD but still fck $510 - sighhhhhh

and how do i have that much money? working - you lazy ass people. and chinese new year (wasn't as much though) now i have like no money :(

so now, i gotta pay her back (obviously) and she knows i have the money, which kinda sucks. and yeh...

well, orientation starts tomorrow for me, and goes to friday. but i'll probs just go tmz and wednesday cause thursday and friday are just info about clubs and societies, and i cbf joining any XD im probably only gonna join the engineering students club and tahts about it - people say thats funnnnnn! :D

got an email today, from a lecturer for my anicent egypt and mesoptamia(iunnoe how to spell it) and i ahve to read chapters 2 and 10 =.=" and considering i dont even have the textbook, that could be difficult XD gayyness. as if i have to read ahead >_> its a "reading assignment" and she expects us to do it. i hope the stupid school library has the book, cause i wasn't gonna buy it. hmm mayb i should XD but mannn stupid uni books cost a fortune. i think i calculated that if i brought ALL the prescribed texts it would have cost like $700 - chemistry alone was like $200. and my engo book was $80 (i already brought that) and calculas (i hate you calculas) is like $100+ which i havn't brought yet. iunnoe if i should. im just gonna wait till classes actually start and see what the lecturer says - cause apparently they tell you what books you ACTUALLY need - so stupid.

laptopppssss

so had work yesturday, and like meh - it wwas like every other shift :)
butt had this creepy ass guy - i was serving him and he was creepy looking and he started asking questions like
"what are you studying?" but in like a creepy way; so like answered "engineering" and walked away to slice the bread or w/e and me and lin li would be like wtf when we were waiting. then go back. hes like "at melbourne?" im like thinking wtf wtf and look at lin li shes like :S anyways im like "yeh......" went to do w/e again, (he kept ordering) then finally finished - hes liek "what major are you doing?" im like ffs fuck off already, everyone around us (even a customer) was like hmmm wtf?! well to be polite >_> i was like "not sure yet" - ok i lied im doing chemical but he doesn't need to know "and then hes like Oh first year..." CREEPPPYYYYYYY

argh. so finally he "leaves" but he stood by the door for a bit. and i served the chick who was waiting. and even she was like "what the hell!" - she was young ok. and were just staring at him, and he kept standing there (back to us though) anyways. creepy x.x and he comes in all the time =X

FYI - NEVER SERVING HIM AGAIN!

another work story - its always men. their so stupid and annoying
ok so some person ordered sandwiches right. and if you didnt' already know - its cash only at the grainstore. so anyways. of course i end up serving him, i get the sandwiches and im like "its 55 dollars etc etc" and he goes to hand me a credit card, so im like "sorry its cash only" and his face like TOTALLY changes so. im like "theres an atm just down the road", and so replies "I dont have time, can i just take the sandwiches and pay later" ... im like "the atm is JUST DOWN THE ROAD" and hes like "you dont understand im just a rush blah blah blah, i've got people waitiing for me" w/e "ATM DOWN THE ROAD" FFS. stupid male. so then hes liek "can i just take the sandwiches and come pay later" wtf wtf. i cant decide that - dude i'd get in so much trouble. so i get anne. and hes like "i'll come back and pay" anees like "theres an atm down the road" im thinking, he could have gone and come back already with the money - instead of just arguing with us. he was getting angry - it was kinda funny, we were all just getting annoyed.
anyways. so annne ends up letting him take the sandwiches - its funny though cause he kept repeating "you dont understand, im in a rush blah blah blah" and seriously, how can it be so hard to just go to the fcken atm, and get money. ss! that we cant just give him food without paying - just a fcken retard.
funnies thing, when HIS WIFE came back to pay. she was like "sorry about my husband earlier, he wasn't in a good mood blah blah blah" and pays. and me and linli (after she leaves) just laugh, ccause even HIS WIFE knew he was being an ass - funny :)

so today: stupid home phone went off at like 9.30AM! and liek couldnt' really fall back asleep - but ended up staying in bed till liek 10.30 i think. didn't do much, until like 2. mum and me went into the city - well more like to her office. she needed to do some appraisal thing and i wanted to check out her new office. its nice - modern and "green". but i liked 101 collins moreee. fck 101 was awesome - awesome view: towards the yarra and rod laver direction, free drinks XD and everything :D and it was on the paris end of collins - harrods or w/e LV, gucci everything :)

anyways. so after she finished and everything. went to cpl - I WANT A LAPTOP already D: there was one at jbhifi that i wanted. but then i went like last week - no more laptop. i was soo annoyed. cause dad kept saying "wait wait' etc etc NOW ITS GONNEEEEE FCK! so now iunnoe what im gonna do. but yeh i still one - just dont know which one i'll get now :(

timetables and ten-pin bowling

so today our timetables came out at like 9am, i have the SHITTEST timetable ever - at least i think so. its ok i guess, except for a few days...namely wednesday - i have a lecture at 10, then a 3 hour chem practical THENN 3 lectures after that...ALL IN A ROWW - no break, no spare hour, no nothing. so not funny. i swear i will probably end up skipping lectures - the godly creation of podcasts, saves my life :)

so we went bowling today. its so differenttt XD havn't played in like so long, it was so fun :) we didn't use the gutter thing, so first ball was a GUTTTERRR BALL XD - which was me. hmmm though i did get the first spare, and wendy for first strike. betty was hilarous - as excepted :) at first she sucked, XD and missed and gutter balled it. and stuff. andd by the time me linda and wendy all got strikes, betty was getting her first spares - it was funny as.

ummm, thats about it. really short blog :( i dont feel like writing so yeh

we sing we dance we drink things :)

so: jordans party saturday night, annoying hangover on sunday, did nothing yesturday, and dad came back from hospital today. anddd i'd MUCH rather him remain at the hospital; hes now back - irritated and extremely annoying, constantly calling for "service" - fckkkkkk. anyways blah, its gonna get really really annoying.

so jordan had his party on saturday nightt - epic?..hmmm. but it was awesome. got there like 8ish, and like there were NOO girls, except jess bowden when i got there =/ . hung out with stefan and them most of the night, and george, and andy - andy lol. he was funny. he was like completely off his face, funniest thing when he tried to do a kick and full spun and fell on the floor XD and thenn he was "leaning" onto the pool table and just slid onto the floor!!.
hmm what else. i was drunk.... :) hmmm 2 black cruiser (digusting btw, stick with double blacks people), um one midori premix, and one breezer. funn night. meet some people, ok alot of people and kept forgeting their names. one chick was nice - um i think her name was meredith? like from greys anatomy (thats how i remembered) and yeh. ummmm
OH OH. the big w people........... their like 10 year old! well they look young. compared to us, and some were like 16/17. and they all magically had drinks, and some smoked (hmm).

george kindly got his dad to drive us home. got home, at like 1am?, and slept. woke up at like freakn 4am, feelling SHITTT - so wanted to puke - it didn't feel nice :( coulndt' puke. took me like another 30mins/hour to get back to sleep. and when i woke up. STILL felt shit - fcken WORSTT hangover ever, i normally NEVER get hangovers (this was a first - gayyy) felt sick and tired all day =/ horrible feeling.

yesturday: dont remember doing anything - hmmmm. nope nothing. nothing worth remembering; went to have lunch, visited dad etc etc
OHHHHHHHH - went to dinner last night, at forefront eatery in the city (dont go XD). we got there at like 7.15pm, and we waited 2HOURSSSS for our meal. we were all fcken starving, whilst the table next to us got pretty much their WHOLE meal and we still didn't get ours. stupid "special" dish called the "snow dragon" or some shit. like i NEVER eat egg right. i was so freakn hungry when the "snow dragon" - which is pieces of lobster, in steamed egg white; i ate not only the lobster but the egg too XD hmm so yeh. gay gay gay. 2 hours for a stupid meal, im NEVER going their again. fck the stupid dragon shit, they said it was worth it. but common i dont care that it cost shit loads, im never waiting again.

loving 90210 && happy birthday jordannn

like the title. LOVING 90210 - america has the best tv shows, it just not fair. watched the new ep ("legally" of course) earlier today- so funn.

anywayss, finally cleaned my room - man im lazy; seriously stuff from exams were still in my room =X like all these notes, and study guides in two MASSIVE piles - shitttt should have taken a photo :( ah well tooo late, its all in the recycling bin. i really REALLY hope i dont need those classics notes & practice essays in uni =/ or im gonna hit myself, cause all the essays are in the bin (kept the notes, didn't want to hit myself THAT hard)
but yeh, i think i started around 3 ish? and i finished like at 6 =/ like FULL cleaned my room, vacuumed, um windex-ed my desk top (its glass), err. removed my OLD posters from my wall - and put NEWWW ones XD twilight

arghh work tomorrow at 12. BUTT going to school to see mrs smith in the morning with lin li, zoe and bec -yay! then on saturday 7AM till 3PM!!!!! fckkkkkkk then i gotta go home, shower, rest then JORDANSSS PARTYY YAY! so excited HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDANNN

gayyy, nothing good on tv tonight, except private practice - hehe grey's spin off, not that i watch greys XD but anyways, its goodd :) but its at 9.30 :( guess i have time to go to hospital then home, and i can still watch it :D yay! havn't visited dad today, they were all for me cleaning my room instead XD damn that was tiring. hmm SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE!!! finally they chose the top 20, geezz it took forever (i hate watching the pre top20 stuff). anyways. yay! its back. i hope its better this year, last year wans't shitt, but it was blah compared to america. they ALWAYS have better dancers, routines and yehh. aus kept making up - well not making up; but finding these weird ass dance styles, that were just random and queer XD anyways. excited cant wait to watchhh, hehe

april 18th here we comeeee :)

well today, woke up - relatively early cause i wanted to go have breakfast :) after breakfast went to the hospital with mum, and dropped off the portable dvd player for dad and a few dvds.

left around 12.20 to pick up linda, so we could go check out eve bar & lounge for my 18th. so pick her up, and i drive all the way into the city: along spencer all the way to eve and park at maccas :) anyways - so this chick takes us around eve, and shows us the possible rooms. i was planning to go for the gold room, but when we got there- its like really public and small :( BUTTT then she showed us the green room which was nice: bigger and more private. then she went to get some paper work or something, and me and linda found the DRAGON ROOMMM! OMFG it was soooo nice, red themed- own bar, own dj - just awesome. well of course i cant afford the freakn dragon room. so i booked the green room :D 18th birhtday party here we come!!! so excited - and we pretty much have our own private bar :) and stuff. so its gonna be awesome!

after we booked everything and stuff, went to crown had some food and yeh. dropped linda home and went home too.

thennnn, when i got home - another awesome surprise. my PARAMOREEEE cd/dvd annddd tshirt had arrivedddd. listening to it now, will watch it later. YAY! i love paramore butt, just realised they dont play miracle live :( ah well, still awesome!

thennn XD mums like go to teh gym - so i went :) "thats all" - devils wears prada :P

new blog

so yet again, i have made a new blog. and this time i will try and keep it going XD i came up with the url name thing from two song titles - heartless by kanye west and miracle by paramore; two of my favourite songs atm. so NO its not emo - if you think it is, go away :)

wellllll - uni starts soon: gay and awesome at the same time. excited that uni is finally starting, but like bummed i dont get to stay home all day doing nothing. not that im home all day doing nothing anyways- been going to the hospital like everyday for like 6 hours on end :( but yeh: thats what happens when family is there - learn from my example children :)

yesturday, i had the worst joke played on me - so was not funny at all :( but everyone else thinks it is; guess i did over-react :) but what can i girl do!
so well, i've been planning my 18th for like ages...AGES! and cause april is a weird month, there are like 3 peoples birthday at the same timee(close enough): me 7th, ken 11th and george 13th (i think) so like i told ken i dibs 18th - cause the weekend following mine is easter & ken's birthday. so like yeh i reminded him yesturday - and hes full like no - im having mine 18th...!!!! so i totally panick - im not having my 18th on the SAME DAY as someone else - ew clash much. anywyas so i totaly freak and panick for like 10mins, asking him to change :D cause i dibs first!
but like after 10mins of me freaking out: he's like "im kidding", like OMFG -glares- TOTALLY NOT FUNNY AT ALL! anyways. tahts it XD i admit it: i overreacted, but :(